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Sunday, February 21, 20102:32 PM

YAY! cca dinner on friday :D
hahaha yigao+ergao+octave dinnerrrr @18chefs, simei
was nice andand cassandra and christina came back :)
hehe i'm not close to them and its super awkward being ard them uh..
cos our batch din have the chance to mingle with past year's sec4s
pathetic eh.... this year's sec1s are lucky lorh.
but nehmind luh, at least i know my octave seniors :)
hehe then we spammed photos and alot of funny funnny stuff lah :)
CANDID MUCH! :D
i know someone has got alot of pics of me in her phone can,
i'm just being super ultra nice only xP
haha but so sad only 3 sec2s went D:
i find our batch very divided........
must get a chance to bond more leh
if not when reach upper sec, very difficult to accomplish stuff
but i think shld be okay if everyone puts in effort to bond and such :)
just let time take its course lah horh x)
sooo anyway then went to eastpoint dere take some photos
then bus-ed back on number 9 with the bedok peeps :O
i din know samuel and jiahuan stayed bedok too....
hehe the seniors were high-ing on the bus
and i emo-ed :( LOL nolah, just very tired..
i helped them take grp photo and turtle poked me :O
HAHAH that stupid cheek poking trick :)
kena alot on friday from both cca and class xD
HAHAHA :DDD
and siokie dear, i'm sorry if i seemed emo and stuff on msn that day
i was really friggin tired ):

HAIX NXT WEEK GOT TESTS D:
I DUN WAN!!!! AND I REALLY REALLY CANNOT UNDERSTAND
THE SCIENCE STUFF MATHS TOO!!!
urgh, suckas.

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Sunday, February 14, 201012:53 AM

YAY! happy new year and CNY everyone :D
love you guys :)
andand happy valentines day too :)
hehe althou i'm single but still,
my love is always for friends and family
so yeah, happy valentines too :P
staying up real late tonight but
i think i'm guna fall asleep soon :O
cannot cannot!
must stay up, hehe somebody entertain me pls D:
hahaaha anyways good night people.
i'll be posting again soon :)

lotte

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Tuesday, February 2, 20105:26 PM

Emo post just now. sorry :)
hahaha anyways i'm here to update you(if any at all)
with the sec1's orientation ytd :)

It was overall quite fun, but i din feel wet enuff D:
hahaha, nehmind nxt year our turn to plan.
So i'll make sure jingyi gets WETWET :D
Confirm having to do with lots of water :DDD
ohoh and maybe learn from ED
use those digusting edible stuff
HAHAHAHAHA >:D OWNAGE!
okayokay anyways, I din bring slippers
so had to run barefooted ard the whole sch :O
pain to the max.
AND THE FLOOR WAS LIKE BURNING OKAY
so we had to keep moving, which caused my muscles
to scream in agongy. HAHA and i had PE ytd too -_-
i think i one that hurt most was the pail station and last station
The pail one we had to like sit in a cirlcle
and balance a pail using only our feet.
with water added in slowly.
andand we had to move in that position using our hands
on the carpark ground T_T
and now i've got abrasions on mah palms.
the sun was beating down hard that time luh.
HOT HOT HOT!

Last station:
We had to some number game uh.
then if u get the correct no. u kena bombed :D
HAHA and jingyi din get to bomb me :))))
but chi xuan did :O but still not wet enuff
since like everything on my back dried up aft 5mins?
gosh. HAHAHA nxt time use a pail and pour everything
over better :) hehehe
I was kinda high thruout the games
since my grp's kinda dead..... :P
group cheer: TURTLE KEMAMA!
yay turtle :) our mascot lalala~
she got flour over her hair and looked
like my ahma xD my hair got like
polkadot patterns of flour at the side xDD
fashion right :) hahahaha
anyways, i had a really good time
and i realised that josephine has been the same orientaion
team as me for 2 years x) so nice
hehe last year's one was more painful luh,
esp xueyi's station =,= nvm
its another good experience for me
LOL! :) okay luh enuff aldy
sayonara~ :D

Lotte

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4:53 PM

Hey :) nobody's been tagging lately so i'll post :)

hahaha, was digging up all my old posts and felt so distant....
I realised i was really innocent back then in 07, primary five.
I did not really make the effort to socialise and make friends then.
I'm really the shy little quiet kid in class, not exactly appealing huh?
Thou sometimes i may seem a little hyped up.
But its only when i'm with my closest friends or
that i just want to conceal my true inner feelings.
People say that i'm too sensitive.
I'm sorry but i have always been this way,
its good in a way yet, its too one of my weaknesses
I guess you have to be really good at reading ppl's thots
to really understand me. And that's not a simple feat.
Maybe that's why i dun really have that many close friends.
I may seem loud and bold sometimes but really,
I'm just a simple girl who just wants to feel loved.
I feel a need to have constant laughter in my life,
and thus i try to infect others with mindset too.
I get emotionally hurt easily, and do not recover fast.
That's another major weakness of mine
Perphaps its because of some bad experiences when young
perphaps....
Let me just share another little secret
i've been keeping to myself for very long.
Whenever u see me laughing my head off, or smiling
it does not always mean that its a geniune smile or laugh
sometimes i just put on a mask, to conceal my hurt.
Just like stunning models put on foundation and concealers
to cover up their blemishes if they have any.
Its always just a mask behind it all.
appearancewise, I honestly do not consider myself pretty
For my skin is really sensitive, thus the pimples
and scars u see on my limbs.

I really yearn for an elder brother or sister
to pour out my woes to each time i feel rotten.
But nope, god has decided to present me with a brother instead
A younger one at that.
So now, I have to act as a protector and shield him
from the faggots that keep picking on him.
Whereas now i really need a stable tower to lean on.
I'm feeling so alone in this world now,
both sides seem to be drifting away.
"The friends u keep for life are usually your secondary schoolmates"
I rmbed that was what Mr kwa told me once
what happens to the prinary school ones then?
fade away with passing time?
No way, it wont happen, at least not to us.
Well, i guess i'll have to brace myself for the worst.
And tears keep falling down my face.
No, stop that. i'll remain strong, i promise.
Its actually not that hard,
i'll just keep trying till i get it right.
Bring it on suckers.

GOSH, SHIT I JUST TOLD SOMEONE TO NOT BE EMO
AND WHAT AM I DOING HERE? -EMOING =.=
crap, i shall stop then.
i simply cant find anything to amuse or cheer me up
thses days, maybe i'll be diagonised with some disorder :O
haha, maybe not. ;P
anyway, like i said, i'll just keep trying baby :)
no more emoness from now okay? OKIE

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