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Thursday, October 28, 20106:27 PM

I LOVE 2E perseverance'10! <3

OMG. I never thought i would ever say this but I really do love/hate 2E.
Guess you could say that it is complicated.
At the start of the year when I first set foot into this class
I thought,
"My god, its full of bimbos and bossy bitches. Its guna be hell. Shit."

Hahaha. sorry babes, no pun intended :)
I felt like that through out the 1st quarter of the year then some people made me see 2E as we really are, it really changed my entire outlook of this class in Siberia :)
Maybe its the China trip or maybe its the time we spend together stuck in this smelly classroom five stories high listening to Mr Poh and his hilarious phrases and corny jokes that became our all time favourites. Its the signature trademark phrase of 2E'10 <3>

I really learnt alot from 2E, honestly.
Thank you so much.
I've learnt forgiveness,
I've learnt acceptance.
I've learnt how to appreciate true friendship.
I love you all 2E.
So much has happened,
of which many will become milestones in my life.
Once again I LOVE 2E'10!!! :D
will really miss the noise :) haha
And we have a weird kinda of telepathy :O
I'm so familiar with the voices in class that I cant instantly recognise someone from other class :o
We complete one another.
We are the best class! :D loveyouall

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Monday, October 25, 20103:45 PM

"I just want to apologise for hurting and dumping you. I'm sorry for being such a jerk."

"First of all spare me your apology because its more about making you feel less guilty than it is about looking for forgiveness. Second of all, don't flatter youself by thinking that you've hurt me because you haven't, all you ever did was to disgust me. "

there, I've sunk to Yo Mama level but he deserved it.

" You blindsided me thats for sure. And i was pissed, not so much about you ' falling' for my best bud in an attempt to enrage me, cause everyone knows you're just an ass that's beggin' to be kicked. No, it was solely because you broke up with me even before I had the chance to break up with you. And that makes me a bigger asshole than you are. But at least I'm aware of it! "

- Jessica Darling from ' Second Helpings' a novel(modified)

OH YEAH BABY! NOW THATS WHAT I CALLED SWEET REVENGE :D
If only I had half of her intellect and were good at intaneous retorts at that point of time about a year ago, I would've unleashed my fury and disgust with every fibre of my being on him. Man, it sucks when you only come across such an awesome, kickass retort a year after something has happened.

Why am I so upset with his dumping me? Why did I even agree to be his girlfriend? I didn't even love him in the first place for crying out loud!

I guess its because I finally am willing to let myself be loved and try something I would never do given my normal circumtances. Wait, normal? What IS normal???
Right, I shall stop the abuse of question marks now.

Marcus Flutie: " During puberty, our brain excessively produces cells in the frontal cervic. By engaging and using these cells therefore strengtening them, they live. But if left unused, they die.
So by excercising that part of our brain that enables us to fall for somebody, we retain the cells. And this readies us for future relantionships, if not, you won't be able to fall for anyone EVER."
-extract from ' Second Helpings ' a novel (modified)

And once again I salute the Jessica Darling in this book. I can relate to her in many ways although not all. She's somebody that I will respect fully if I ever get to know her in real life. Which is probably like never since she's an awesome fictional character. (see? another sign of potential a IMH patient : a likeness for fictional characters and hoping to escape into that fictional world. Just awesome.)

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Friday, October 22, 20108:53 PM

Dear girl,
Forget about the bastard that's never gona succeed in life.
he doenst deserve you.
You've proved your strength and endurance all this while.
You're not a failure, not an idiot.
He's the one that is a major loser.
Its so close to your O's.
Just drop it now babe,
Not worth it.
Totally not worth it.
Trust me.
The main focus now is to study and kick his fucking ass
in the O's.
That's the only way you'll get the last laugh.
prove to him and all those ignorant idiots out there that
you're not vunerable and weak.
Stay strong girl.
I'll be behind you to push you back up.

Its all water under the bridge now, let sleeping dogs lie.
Swim over to the other side where the grass is greener
and forget about the past.
for what's done is done.

I know that i amy never be able to comprehend the hurt that you are facing now but
just think of those people in Africa. You'll feel better.
Whatever I say may also be just crap to you but i just wanna let you know that
I'll be here.
Love you .

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