The note i just did on facebook really made me question my relationship with the people around me....
I know its just a quiz/note or whatever but it just seems to have triggered something off inside my mind.
Some i have known for 7/8 years and counting others only 1 or 2 years.
In some of these relationships, sometimes i feel something is missing.
Sure, we may get each other, get along considerably fine, but there'll still be some moments of awkward silence that i don't know how to fill .....
A relationship of any kind is a give and take thing.
Yet sometimes i feel that i'm giving more or vice versa.
Its difficult for me to comprehend sometimes.
Sure, everything has its ups and downs. But almost everytime i sink deep,
I've been trying to crawl out alone, trying to sort everything out inside my head by itself.
Playing over and over the different secenarios inside my head until i finally get tired go to sleep.

To me, Friends should actually offer some words of comfort or just be there for a hug or something like that.
But how is it that everytime i try and reach out to a person and she agrees but when we finally come face to face its just so bloody damn awkward. What is wrong???? God.
I have no guts to broach this kinda subject with her. I'm such a coward.