i am so damn fcked up wif almost everybody la....duno y...recently i lyk got mood swings....i cant seem to laugh as hearty as before...the jokes that i used to crack up at r so lyk lame to me now..its lyk no1 can get me...i feel so rejected n ..somehw lost...nothing is the same anymore...even some of my friends say that i've change to become more...solemn...not the cheerful laughing charlotte i used to be...somehow i lost something n i just cant figure out wad is it..gone frm my life...forever...that empty space in my heart cant seem to be filled up...i cant seem to really smile for real...my friends r lyk drifting away frm me..at least thats how i feel..i really dun wanna lose frens this year...its the last year in RSS...