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Monday, October 25, 20103:45 PM

"I just want to apologise for hurting and dumping you. I'm sorry for being such a jerk."

"First of all spare me your apology because its more about making you feel less guilty than it is about looking for forgiveness. Second of all, don't flatter youself by thinking that you've hurt me because you haven't, all you ever did was to disgust me. "

there, I've sunk to Yo Mama level but he deserved it.

" You blindsided me thats for sure. And i was pissed, not so much about you ' falling' for my best bud in an attempt to enrage me, cause everyone knows you're just an ass that's beggin' to be kicked. No, it was solely because you broke up with me even before I had the chance to break up with you. And that makes me a bigger asshole than you are. But at least I'm aware of it! "

- Jessica Darling from ' Second Helpings' a novel(modified)

OH YEAH BABY! NOW THATS WHAT I CALLED SWEET REVENGE :D
If only I had half of her intellect and were good at intaneous retorts at that point of time about a year ago, I would've unleashed my fury and disgust with every fibre of my being on him. Man, it sucks when you only come across such an awesome, kickass retort a year after something has happened.

Why am I so upset with his dumping me? Why did I even agree to be his girlfriend? I didn't even love him in the first place for crying out loud!

I guess its because I finally am willing to let myself be loved and try something I would never do given my normal circumtances. Wait, normal? What IS normal???
Right, I shall stop the abuse of question marks now.

Marcus Flutie: " During puberty, our brain excessively produces cells in the frontal cervic. By engaging and using these cells therefore strengtening them, they live. But if left unused, they die.
So by excercising that part of our brain that enables us to fall for somebody, we retain the cells. And this readies us for future relantionships, if not, you won't be able to fall for anyone EVER."
-extract from ' Second Helpings ' a novel (modified)

And once again I salute the Jessica Darling in this book. I can relate to her in many ways although not all. She's somebody that I will respect fully if I ever get to know her in real life. Which is probably like never since she's an awesome fictional character. (see? another sign of potential a IMH patient : a likeness for fictional characters and hoping to escape into that fictional world. Just awesome.)

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